\u00c7do moment i jet\u00ebs son\u00eb varet nga fjal\u00ebt. Lumturia dhe pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia jon\u00eb varen nga fjal\u00ebt e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve dhe nga ajo q\u00eb themi. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb mjafton nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kthyer gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrmbys. Nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb u tha n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur, nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u tha kurr\u00eb kur donim ta d\u00ebgjonim. Po, edhe fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk e gjejn\u00eb kurr\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e tyre nga mendja n\u00eb goj\u00ebn ton\u00eb l\u00ebndojn\u00eb ose shpengojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A themi spontanisht at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjejm\u00eb apo filtrojm\u00eb mendimet tona p\u00ebrpara se t’i shprehim ato? Cila \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00ebja e duhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb? A ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi se \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e drejt\u00eb apo e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb? Po sikur m\u00ebnyra se si ne shprehemi \u00ebsht\u00eb e gabuar? N\u00ebse nuk kemi aft\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur? N\u00ebse nuk dim\u00eb t\u00eb gjejm\u00eb fjal\u00ebt e duhura p\u00ebr t’i vendosur ato n\u00eb rendin e duhur? At\u00ebher\u00eb ajo q\u00eb duam t\u00eb themi nuk na del kurr\u00eb si\u00e7 duhet. At\u00ebher\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb mendojm\u00eb mir\u00eb para se t\u00eb flasim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fjal\u00ebt i paraprijn\u00eb ose shoq\u00ebrojn\u00eb veprimet. Disa prej tyre kan\u00eb nj\u00eb ndikim t\u00eb madh tek ne, sepse na mbeten t\u00eb gozhduar n\u00eb mendje. Disa na torturojn\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb na b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb qeshim. Kujtimet tona jan\u00eb t\u00eb lidhura fort me ndjenjat e shkaktuara nga fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb kemi shk\u00ebmbyer me njer\u00ebzit e tjer\u00eb. Fjal\u00ebt veshin ndjenjat tona, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb bukura ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqija. Kan\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi dhe pesh\u00eb. Ata mund t\u00eb na shp\u00ebtojn\u00eb nga nj\u00eb situat\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, por edhe t\u00eb na shkat\u00ebrrojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb shprehemi lirsh\u00ebm, pa u shqet\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr \u00e7do fjal\u00eb q\u00eb themi, i p\u00ebrkasim. Me ato nuk keqkuptohemi. Me ato dialogu merr nj\u00eb dimension t\u00eb bukur. Kjo na emocionon p\u00ebr t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar dhe shk\u00ebmbyer pik\u00ebpamje. Se b\u00ebhemi f\u00ebmij\u00eb budallenj duke th\u00ebn\u00eb marr\u00ebzi, q\u00eb shahemi pa frik\u00eb. Me njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb ndjejm\u00eb se kemi liri t\u00eb plot\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs dhe shprehjes, ne i p\u00ebrkasim atyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I dua fjal\u00ebt. Prandaj i shkruaj, nuk i them. Un\u00eb nuk i shp\u00ebrdoroj ato. Preferoj t’i shkruaj sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb loj\u00eb e mrekullueshme q\u00eb nuk m\u00ebrzitem kurr\u00eb. Sepse fjal\u00ebt kan\u00eb mij\u00ebra kombinime q\u00eb mund t\u00eb shkruhen. Ka fjal\u00eb edhe pas kaq vitesh q\u00eb askush nuk mendoi t’i vendoste m\u00eb pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka ende mij\u00ebra histori dhe mij\u00ebra mendime q\u00eb presin t\u00eb tregohen. Ka ende fjal\u00eb q\u00eb pres t\u00eb thuash q\u00eb nuk i ke th\u00ebn\u00eb. Dhe t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb guxoi t’i thuash nj\u00eb her\u00eb dhe pastaj i harrove. Varem nga buz\u00ebt e tua \u00e7do her\u00eb, jo vet\u00ebm sepse m\u00eb qet\u00ebson plot\u00ebsisht t\u00eb flas me mua, por edhe sepse pres t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj nga ti k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb shpenguese q\u00eb \u00e7do i dashuruar i marr\u00eb nuk k\u00ebnaqet t’i d\u00ebgjoj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dikur m\u00eb that\u00eb se nuk kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00eb. M\u00eb ke th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb mos varem prej tyre. M\u00eb that\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsi e madhe t\u00eb duash t\u00eb d\u00ebgjosh t\u00eb dukshmen. Dhe un\u00eb, q\u00eb kam kaq shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj t\u00eb thuash se m\u00eb do, duhet t\u00eb jem i k\u00ebnaqur me veprimet e mia. Veprimet duhet t\u00eb m\u00eb mjaftonin. Por un\u00eb i dua fjal\u00ebt m\u00eb shum\u00eb se veprat. Ndoshta sepse jam dembel dhe dembel. Preferoj t\u00eb shkruaj sesa t\u00eb luaj sport ose t\u00eb shtrihem n\u00eb shtrat dhe t\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj duke folur sesa t\u00eb b\u00ebj dashuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka ende fjal\u00eb brenda teje q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb. Se po t’i thuash do lirohesh dhe do pushosh. T\u00eb jeni t\u00eb sigurt se me mua fjal\u00ebt tuaja do t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb sigurta. Un\u00eb kam rezervuar p\u00ebr ta k\u00ebndin m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb t\u00eb mendjes sime. Mos u zem\u00ebro me mua q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb gjej m\u00ebnyra p\u00ebr t\u00eb vjedhur prej tyre. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithashtu nj\u00eb loj\u00eb dashurie. Pra shikojeni. Nj\u00eb ndeshje q\u00eb dua ta fitoj sepse k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb fitojm\u00eb t\u00eb dy. N\u00eb dashuri kur t\u00eb dy duan nj\u00ebsoj, askush nuk humbet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c7do moment i jet\u00ebs son\u00eb varet nga fjal\u00ebt. Lumturia dhe pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia jon\u00eb varen nga fjal\u00ebt e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve dhe nga ajo q\u00eb themi. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb mjafton nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kthyer gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrmbys. Nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb u tha n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur, nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u tha kurr\u00eb kur donim ta d\u00ebgjonim. Po, edhe fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"tdm_status":"","tdm_grid_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4414","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-te-ndryshme"},"yoast_head":"\n